It was another day. There seem to be nothing special about the day except it had been 1 year later. The feeling would be normally calm except I allowed emotion to overtake. I could easily skip to touch my heart avoiding burst of emotion. But I knew I could bring back all memory if I need to. They are here with me all the times.
I had mentioned to the elder about the date of the departure and he seem remember it well although he could be hiding his emotion as he normally did. The elder nowadays started to talk and somehow gaining some weight. Soo King would always teased him as calling him little fatty as she would call me Mr. Fatty and so being his son, the elder would be little fatty. Soo King, yes, he is growing up taller and stronger.
Please bless him with all you can and I knew you would with us every times. For the last 2 weeks which meant the month of spirit, I believed I could sense you were with us sometimes. I did not witness any strange sighting but I did feel something. And I truly hope it was you. I really hope your visit if it was your visit really meant you just would like to have a look on us but not as a message to me for being managing the past 365 days badly.
Dear, if there is anything wrong, I will realize and I will correct. After all, you are the only one perhaps could see all my thoughts being good or bad. I will try to be better to the family. I promise again.
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