In loving memory of my beloved wife

It has been quite some times since I last blogging... I do not forget. Last night, I had a strange dream. A really strange dream...

The night was cold and I believed it was drizzling outside, just like the day you left. I felt cold even inside the blanket.I am always could not sleep soundly and I believed I was half aslept. I "saw" myself in the dream. I saw myself looking to something. It was a hologram-like protrait at front of me. The hologram was your face. I was trying to touch you and trying to see clearer at the hologrom. The hologram had no color but only black and white. It really protraited as you... I tried to "look" to the hologram and to myself at the dream, but I could not really make up the clarity. A while later, all vanished and I awaked..

Was it really a dream?

In another occasion, some of my friends asked why I would want to blog and write down these but rather to keep personal to myself. I did not answer. The reason why I blog and continue to blog about Soo King and me is that these were the only memory that we both remembered and there will be no second person who will be able to chat with me on every single details of the events which we had gone through. Not even my sons or another others will be able to know the reason of why I cried just by looking at at piece of paper with writing etc. Before I lost all memory pieces by pieces due to age, I would want all of these to be recorded forever. These will be my companion when I awaiting my times later. It is this reason that I will blog and continue blog about our past and my venture of life later.