In loving memory of my beloved wife

In evening, the niece called informing me that she had an accident. The accident was that she drove on the other side of the lane and eventually hit by a lorry. The car was damaged somehow slightly according to her at the back. I did not have any chance to inspect the damage yet but the car definitely can be repaired.

I was not in good mood somehow in the night. It was really not because of the damage to the car or anybody else's fault. It was really myself. I just somehow found myself burdensome nowaday. And so I called myself monster.