It was a usual night and so I had my dinner at sis's place. What really concern me was that the little one informed me again (twice in a week) that he dream of you. You were reminding him to go to the school and be a good little boy. He also mentioned you were in pink and green suit. I asked him if you were doing fine and so he replied yes. I did really hope you are doing great. I reminded him, however if next time he dream about you, please ask why you did not want to come to my dream!
I started to have date. And so I tried. The fortune teller once told me that I would have second wife and I did not understand how. And so now I realized that it really meant I would lost you then met another one. Of course, I do not believe anyone would be able to replace you and I am not looking for one. Everyone is unique and individual.
I would however still felt the loneliness and loss of you. I confessed that I would still cry for you.
How are you now, SooKing
1 comments:
I really hope you will become someone who will go on a date just to get someone to accompany you.
April 30, 2009 at 2:30 PMTo go out with someone means that you are happy when you are with the person and they are happy with you too....You want to make this person happy.
If going out with a person means you get the satisfaction of companion ship but if you are not providing any attention and feeling to them, then you should stop.
Imagine if everyday you have to think, how this person going to make me happy or accompany me.... This is going to be very hard and painful, especially if both party is expecting the same thing.
In the other hand, if you think how am I going to make this person happy today..... This is going to be very easy (for you to do) and rewarding especially of both party is doing the same thing again.
Let go of your wife (not telling you to forget her, ok?), you can not make her happy as you keep wanting her to come to your dream. I am very sure that is bitter and painful to you. You hold on to her for too long, do you think she will be happy if she knew this?
You are now alive and well, go do something that can make you happy or can make the person you love/care (can be your family member too) to be happy. In return, they will do the same.... you will be happy too...
You are smart and very capable, you can do more than this... Go do it like a man....
When the time comes, you will see her (SK) again and can tell her all the good things you have done. It will be beautiful.
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