In loving memory of my beloved wife

I have not been going to the General Hospital at least for more than 12 years, either as visitor or patient (no, i never a patient to any hospital, touch wood!) But whenever I need to be there, that is always something that is unavoidable where I will need to adapt to it. 12 years ago, when I was still in my final year of univercity studies, my girl friend of that time suffered a stroke and was therefore admitted to the General Hospital for monitoring after she re-gained her consciousness after a day later in a town called Grik.
I remembered I used to call her at every evening through her landlord's phone at the sundry shop. (no cell phone yet like today..) and I was then informed that she was admitted to the hospital after they found her inside her room motionless... she was then diagnosed with Mitral Valve failure which required immediate replacement through operation.
12 years later now, she again being diagnosed with possiblity of Mitral Valve failure and was admitted to the GH for monitoring before condition gets worsen. I must be felt lucky that we discovered it earlier now before the disaster stroke her again although she had been complaining illness for two weeks. And I felt so guilty as I did not take her complaints seriously although I am always aware she is in these illness.
The cycle repeats as compare to 12 years ago... I was staying in KL and had a daily travel to IJN before the nights... I am now staying in Ipoh and travel daily to GH before the nights. Only different is she get elder now and weaker.

It is always not an easy journey to hospital...