Kampar has 8 primary schools, 5 secondary schools, 1 college and 1 university. It also has a Chinese funded private school for secondary forms. They are 3 Chinese national type primary school and 2 Indian national type primary school (SRJK) where all the subjects will be taught in native mother tongues besides English and Bahasa. Six of them are shown here except SRJK(C) Pei Yuan and SK Sentosa.









There are 5 secondary schools (and 1 privately owned) in Kampar with 3 of them had my name engraved as one of the top students for the respective form. However, I had the most wonderful school life in SM Pei Yuan as in those years, Form-4 and Form-5 students were given amble of freedom and a dedicated classroom so the students can virtually spend the whole days in school for studies, activities or "dating"










Kampar marked its name on the national news where the town was selected as the site for the University Tunku Abdul Rahman. I could not remember when was that annouced, but even myself could not believe that there will be a university in the town. The building of the U is still in progress here I included some of the best spots of the Kampar's pride. At the the Uni site is the college. The U is in grey while college in oranged building... color coded?













On the way to the hometown, I stopped at Kuala Dipang to capture these photo of the lotus pond.
It is always a common Chinese wrong doing... I tossed a coin to lotus pond and made a wish : May there be more survivals of the quake can be rescued and there will be no more such disaster in any coming ages.

To some foreigners of the country, this will be an awkward scene as there are people enjoying some "Lok Lok" at the road side under the hot sun. Lok Lok is a steamboat style eatery where one will dip the food (in the form of a-stick with sausage, clamps, meat, vege, etc.) into to the boiling soup and will eat them upon guessing that the food are cooked. There are also a choice of gravy either in favours of satay, sambal, chilly, ketchup etc. as the dressing.
I still remembered I used to enjoy these food while they are selling at RM0.20 per stick. The sticks also will be color coded to reflect the price of the stick. When I check today, the minimum price of the stick is RM0.60 which is 300% increase in price.
Althought the Lok Lok is great to taste, but one should avoid due to hygience reason. In addition, all the servings are high in cholesterol.
I will need to avoid seeing such road side Lok Lok as the doctor has adviced me for diet control of cholesterol

X-connect : Another Iphone Killer

The Iphone influences have really inspired quite a lot of "copy-cat" to copy its touch screen type interface and button-less features. Just after a week or so of the Touch Diamond's announcement, here comes another contender. It is the Phillips X-connect. It was rumoured to have 3G features and others as similar to the upcoming 3G Iphone.
There has not be full specification announced for X-Connect, but the appearance seems interesting. At least I am willing to try when it is launched and available later

USM Konvokesyen ke-25

I graduated from USM in 1996 on the 25th convocation. In arranging for some old documents, magazines and books, I came across about this booklet of 25th convocation. I browsed to the page that read "Sarjana Muda Sains Gunaan Dengan Kepujian" where I could see some of the well known names who were the top scorers in 1996 and were crowned with First Class Degree.
Where are all of these top scorers now? Are they serving the nation in the arena of science and technology sector?
The list are " Alvin Hee Kah Wei, Foong Swee Yeok, Khaw Lay Hong, Koay Hooi Ling, Lee Yoke Horng, Ng Chor Onn, Ooi Kean Heng, Quah Poh Eee, Tan Bee Nah, Tan Kian Wee and Wee Suk Ling"
Well, for sure I am not in the first class degree list as I was not as smart and hardworking as these top scorers. I remembered at final year, I only played "Big-D-2" at Desasiswa Damai and supper in "Kampungku"

Last night received a rather upset sms at midth of the night. It was not because it had awaken me up from sleep since I was preparing to return to office for some conference meeting at 2am. This SMS was indeed from a very good ex-friend of mine. It was nothing wrong on the contents of the SMS as the ex-friend was indeed trying to convey regards ensuring I am doing fine and "recovering"
The problem was that I had texted this ex-friend some times ago (more than 7 days) without getting a response when I was deeply depressed. Why bother to pity on a donation of response after this long, while one could easily have replied with a sms, email or even a short call! The most upset follow up was that when I replied this morning to tease that no need to have empathy of responding after this long period of time, this ex-friend furioused that this is what a friend for and let keep a distance... huh??? excuse me, if you do not like to response, please do not choose to react at all.
I do not need your donation or empatyh. I will permanently delete for sure such contact from my bio-memory. It will be from my bio-memory not to say about removal from SIM. May god bless you and please continue live in your own isolated manner.

I am hiring now... Anyone interested?

I had been busy interviewing for the past three weeks on two of the job positions I am offering. I had been also interviewed not less than 10 persons either as newly graduated or experienced. However, I am not satisfy with their performance during interview. Some of the profiles seem excellent on papers, but it was quite disappointing during the interview.
Position 1 : Cadet Engineer with degree in electronic and electric or applied science (Physic).
Position 2 : Failure Analysis Engineer with degree in applied science (Chemistry), science, materials or mechanical engineering.
Anyone who interested on this position, can drop me an email. But, if you are really interested, better to prepare yourself during the interview session. Please show that you are qualified for the position, not just on the paper, but also demonstrate you are the choice.

Fire! Fire!! Fire!!!

Look whose house was on fire? Where was the "BOMBA"?
This was indeed a scene where the local authority was spraying DDT for Denque control. Denque is a deadly disease.
The mosquito responsibles for Denque is Aedes and can be easily identified with its black-white stripes on its abdomen. The Aedes commonly launches attack to human at late evening (after 7pm)
Everyone be awared! It could be a season of Aedes now as there are commonly rains in the evening every now and then. The rains had provided a habitat for Aedes reproduction. A small container may be already the best habitat for hundred of Aedes. Let's clear up all the containers that can contain water.

This small street was one of the "old places" when I was still a teenager. I used to be spending hours at one of these stalls enjoying the herbs tea under the cool open air for chit chat every weekend with some of my old mates. At those time, there was no mobile phone yet. Even if there was, it would be huge like a battery box and only a few wealthy folks can afford. However, we still can "date" for the almost same time and same spot for night gathering after the break of studies.
I do not know how these stalls are operating now at night as I rarely can have night gathering with my fellow old mates. Everyone seems to be busy with their life. It was really an old day when we only care about the exam but nothing else.. Those were the days with a lot of fun and meaning.
The more one grows up, the less time one can spend with one's old friends.
Is this life?

I had been living at the side of a river ( I believed it is called Sg. Rasa) which easily over flow and causing flash flood whenever after the heavy downpours. It was quite a common scene to me having a muddy flood at butt-height. It would be once every week during the rainy season or once every two months for the rest of the years.
The cause of the problem was that the river always clogged and with its two-side banks fully grew with grasses. The image here is seeing the river banks being widened and cleared up. It is now looks more like a stream of water rather that a river. In contrast, some 20 years ago, this river would allow kids to swim a little and catch quite some big fishes with its water height at the belly. Seeing this river reminded me a lot of those old days...The scene is totally changed now. Btw, how are you my fellow old time mates?

This is an illegal site of dumps where some locals happily throw away theirs and some even set fire on these dumps. Instead, when I was taking this image, there was a local still transporting their dumps to this site and staring at me.
How come the people can be so much irresponsible on their dumps!

I am born and grew up in a small town name Kampar. It is a small town with quite a number of housing estates around making a total population of approximately 10,000. I believed 90% are chinese who are mostly speak in cantonese. Kampar is a town where gained its name because of Tin, if I am not wrong. It was once famous of tin mining and everywhere wherenever there was river, you can likely see some ladies will be busy "dulang-ing" Kampar used to have 5 cinemas which could house more than 200 audients. But now, there is none of them still operating. Some years back, Kampar also has one of the highest numbers of banks branches around (almost 15 of them) due to extremely high inflow of foreign currencies. These were all the "jump aeroplane" funds which made Kampar on the top ten list. (Jump Aeroplane = cantonese way of saying illegal work at overseas). There after, Kampar again gets another great name... the old folk town as there isn't jobs for youngsters. All its glory had been gone with the winds.



This is the railway station in Kampar. It used to be a hotspot for morning joggers. But it is now closed. Although it is still maintained but the access road is now full with shoulder-tall weeds. Locals no longer jog here. There was also no train! That is why there is a no entry site at the entrance of the station.







This is the NEWLY built railway station. It is also not being used or opened for public. It has been CLOSED for years. Well done, KTM! I still perfer to old station as compare to this new station.








Kampar has added a new work-out facility and had annouced spent over million of ringgit to have this "RAKAN MUDA" sport utility buildings. These will be a great place to visit if you are keen for work out.



Next are the TAR college, UNITAR and the new town ship, taman bandar baru kampar and btw, Tesco is building its outlet there now. To be continue...

I thought of having the mother day celebration with my mum but she has gone on a trip to Thailand. So this will be the year of not celebrating the day with my mum. Instead, I will join my kids to have their mother day celebration.
I do not bake these cupcake but instead I have these order through a friend of mine. These are nicely made and baked. If you are interested, do visit her blog at http://lea-oven.blogspot.com. It is however too sad that she will be leaving Ipoh soon. Where can I have these cakes again?

Venue for some food

If you are around in Ipoh and looking for food that are consider plain (not too salty without too much of ajinomoto), drop by to these two restaurant. The first one is pork free with a nice environment of free wifi access. The second one is a vegeterian shop and normally is crowded with peoples. These are not superb food but great if you are in a hurry and yet do not want to look for water to quench your thrist and eat under the hot sun. Both are air conditioned.
Have a trial!

Iphone killer : HTC Touch Diamond

At last, I believed I have been introduced with a truly Iphone killer to my likes. This is the newly launched HTC Touch Diamond. The customized TouchFLO is really amazing at least on the promo video. I will need to test it only can feel if the touch sensitivity can really compete with Iphone.
You can see the promo TOUCHFLO interface video here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5fetcaQIaA
Is it really perform as if in the video??

Rains drops on the roof

Before the evening heavy downpour, I managed to snap images of rains drops on the roof. I need to quickly snap these images as the rains quickly splashing to the balcony.
Phiew, that was closed!

These type of playground, I bet one can easily observe everywhere, be it shopping mall, garden etc. It always painted in attractive color as attraction to children.
I still remembered my type of play ground during my days were just the sandy ground with self innovated games like "gasing games, kite flying that self made and occasionally for kite fighting, spider catching and fighting etc. etc. All such occasions had been long vanished and even I am back at my home town, I can see no more of such games being played. The children will be either playing at the modern day playground or TV games.
I bet I will need to have my kids for fishing training sometimes soon.

Woolley Food Court or better known as "Cendawan Haven" by local is one of the common places for eatery. It was once famous with its curry noodles in 90s but losing out due to its outdated facilities, choice of food and appearance. It did not at all attractive to youngsters who perfer those coffee shop type of outlets for food.
It has been renovated I believed last year and formally changed its appearance now with inclusion of LCD TV and more appealing enviroment.
To me, it can be still a place to be visited if you are not particular about the food. But let be informed that the price of food is not cheap any more or at all.

Jusco at Kinta City has recently added another franchised outlet to its newly renovated food court. It is the "Big Apple Donuts & Coffee"
There is at least a crowd of lines up of miminum 20 customers along the queue. It is really my luck that two of my kids have never like donuts or else I bet I would have to wait at least half an hour for these fancy cookies.

I have this gift of crystal Betta in blue some years back. I had been keeping it in my closet till recently that I have made it as my travel guardian and accompany. It will accompany me all the while whenever I am driving.
There is only one Betta here as male Betta can never be kept more than one in a single territory. I hope I will get another Betta to match up as a pair soon. It is alone here! Will it leads me for some idea of when to find the missing other?

I always complain my spouse that she has bundles of pairs of shoes at her car while she is only wearing one at a time with the others as spares. Never to my awareness that, indeed my car also filled with pairs of shoes of my kids!
My little kid captured this image when he was toying with the Nokia phone. I only come to know about this situation when I checked the phone images today. Amazing! I have 4 pairs of extra shoes inside my car accompanying me all the times. Thanks to my kids that I did not role model for what I had complained of!

When I was leaving Tesco last night after some late night shopping (approx 10pm), I noticed that the car park was having some youngsters with some coupons on hands and eyeing for some "prey" for scratch and win.
I managed to snatch a photo through my Nokia phone and when I was passing by, he is still pursuading the prospective "client"
Scratch and Win is preying on the greeds of human beings and always will find some "unfortunate victims" Well, who is to blame for, if one is not greed to be pursuaded to try one's "luck" in such easy winning "contest". All the best! Only one's self consciousness will win such temptation.

I had been enjoying the white coffee at old town kopitiam since 2004 till recently. I still like the slightly different coffee aroma compare to street side coffee, but not the price.
I remembered for a typical classic white coffee was sold at RM1.50 sometimes ago but now has been increased to RM2.50. This is an increase of 67%! I believed the street side coffee still selling at around RM1.30 - RM1.50 and what has made this old town white coffee worth another 67% This is simply no no no. Of course, I can afford the coffee but I will be avoiding such place now if possible as it is merely commercialized too much now and do not give me the traditional feel of "kopitiam" I would prefer an open air street side in bamboo chair table with some coffees and chit chat with some old friends. Well, those will be old days in 90...

Iphone on LG

The introduction of Iphone has ignited a wave of changes to phone manufacturers. Now most of the manufacturers are trying to innovatively copy the Iphone fully TOUCH screen type of design. HTC and LG are two of the most successful with quite a bundled of phones provide alternative touch experiences.
Once you have used Iphone, you will be attracted by its touch innovation and the responsive interface of the touch experience. So far, yet, in my opinion, there is no other phones that yet come close to it.
Recently, I tried one of the latest LG innovation of touch base phone, LG viewty with 5MB xenon flash camera phone, the LG KU990 Viewty. This is a really light device and sexy in design. It looks exactly like a digital camera when one looks at its back. This is also a fully touch base phone with customized LG own interface. The touch responses still lose to Iphone but edge away from HTC WM6 phone.
I had change the native LG interface to an Iphone alike interface and walla, it makes me feel like owning an Iphone with 5MB camera and 3G wireless connection.
Hallo..I have an Iphone with 5MB camera and 3G wireless connection. Would you be admiring this phone?

Siamese Betta Fighting fish has extremely attractive color on its fins and body. It is even more appealing when they are aggresive with meeting another male to its territories.
With its fighting behavior, I like to keep it inside my watery plants pot on my study table as a "guardian"

There other dumping ground which i had its image captured weeks ago now finally being "cleaned" up with rubbish dumping ban order by the mayor.
And the site has also been setup with a sand devider to "block" vehicles from going inside to dump thier loads. Great!

Two expired driving licenses

I possessed two driving licenses. One in Malaysia while the other one in Arizona. But both of them are now expired! And I had never realized that I need to re-new the driving license! Ha!

Do not stop me when you are seeing I am driving on the road again. I remembered a news on The Star that we can re-new driver license on internet and have it delivered to our desk at an extra charge. Where is the kiosk or internet web url? Anyone?

There are several unit trust funds I had invested since beginning of 2007. They have indeed generated negative yield since the fall of share prices since November 2007.
How much will be the loss? On paper, it accounted at least approximately 20% of the total funds invested. In comparison, stock market recent plunging caused me another 25% poorer even though I am holding a most profitable company in Malaysia (Genting)
I am buying again now seeing the lower price of this stock at RM6.45/= Well as comparison, before it splitted, the share was peak at approx. RM45/=
I am aiming for another potential stock and this will be my telco provider, The Digi Yellow man. Here I come, Digi.

I had tried and owned quite a number of phones, be it Nokia (N95, N95-8G, E90, 8800 etc etc..), SonyEricsson (P1i, m600i, P990i,W810,W910,W950, K850 etc etc..), Samsung (U600,I320, I600) and LG (Viewty, Shine etc.) and Motorola (L7, A1200) etc. etc or PDA phones (D810,P800w, 838pro, atom life, ux1000, P525, P535, 818pro etc. etc.) or even the Iphone, but none of these can beat my back up phone in term of its battery life, durability, survivability to drop, throwing etc. etc. Whenever I need, it always function and never fail.

It does not has a camera, black screen, no wifi, no 3G, no color, no mp3 or no memory extension. But it still my best back up phone companion.

You deserve it, Nokia 1110i!

Last week there were three managers leaving the company I am serving now with prospective advancement elsewhere. This week, there is another tender of resignation from another of my friends...
Is it a good sight or a signal of movement for myself?
I have had several parties contacted for prospective cross-over and yet I am still "not" considering..
I will decide after July may be as it will mark two and half years of service and I am definitely want to gauge my value when the time is right.

I do not remember when is the year that has the e-filing implemented for income tax. I only manage to try out this year although I consider myself quite e-centric as I settled all my utilities bills and transactions online, but not the income tax yet!
The process seems simple and straight-forward but the only issue could be the server may not be stable as some of the times are speedy but some times it take ages to load a page. It could be also because there are more people rushing for last minute e-filing before the deadlines.
I find this e-filing is simple and convenient.
Kudos!

Feng Shui plant

This is the so called "Feng Shui" plant at my home. It is placed at the entrance of the main door as the house is "ridiculously" designed with the front door directly leads to the accessing ladder. There was a divider separating the front door and the ladder but I had indeed removed the divider as I feel it had blocked the "gas flow" or "chi"
I put the water plant there simply because I believed that all living plants will have a "life field" that able to block or filter the direct impact of the chi. I still want to "allow" the chi to be directed inside but must be filtered off.
May be some "feng shui master" will tell me other stories with more improvement, but at this moment I find with the removal of the divider, it brightened the spot greatly and thus making the area more spacious. Well, may be the only dislike is the plant I find them not too green as I always like more greenery.

I purchased and used these two telescopes since 2004 and had numerous nights of amazing gazing to the world of darkness for some "insight of future". I first learned to used telescope when I was on assignment to Arizona. Arizona is a excellent state for star gazing as the night skies are always clear. I saw planets, clusters of galaxies, nebulas etc. and it was the single hobby I had picked up but since back then to Malaysia, both of the scopes have been in storage until today. The night skies here are so damp and cloudy. By the time I finished setting up the scopes, half of the sky already packed with clouds and blocking all the interests.
When I un-packed the scopes, I was so upset as the humidity has indeed creeped into the scopes and causing some "damages" to the glass and it is un-cleanable...
I spent may be US4000 on the scopes including the accessories of lenses. One of the most expensive lens I possessed are the Denkmeier D21 pairs that costed US500 or so but I remember I got them at a discount by an astronomy hobbyist. If I were to buy the same setup here in Malaysia, it would simply cost more than a Kancil car and yet will require special orders and delivery. All of such gadgets were controlled item and only certain folk can conduct the imports...
With the kids growing up and may be I will re-gain my leisure time at night so as to go to a dark spot for this wonderful gazing again. I wish I have the time and may be my sons can be my accompany.


At last, some actions has been carried out to clear the dumping ground with setup of an "official" post of "Dilarang Membuang Sampah. Denda RM500..." and the garbages had been removed. The place at least had been restored temporarily to be free of contamination.
This is the way to go!

"The death of the National Service trainee on Tuesday was an isolated case, said Perak National Service Supervisory Board Chief Heng Seai Kie..." (reported on Friday 14/4/2008 N36 The star paper)

This is one statement that is extremely irresponsible! How can a person who chair / lead the state level NS quoted such irresponsible statement when there is a lost of precious human life? No matter what are the causes of the death, it is never an isolated case at all! This proven how non sensitive the so called "chief" on the matter. She could have been treating this case as other incident like non functional of some instruments, tools, machines etc. What would you think and say if the loss is indeed your loved one? Will you go on to claim this as another isolated case?

I bet she is only doing her job for the seek of her job to make some quotations as standard replies. This type of character can never be in charged for program where involved human life. It is just like another examples of nurses or doctors who are not ethical and moral in practising their profesion (remember I quote this is profesion but not job) Doctors and nurses are life saver but not just doing job for the sake of job!

What has Heng does except making such irresponsible quotes, visited the camp, "trying to understand" the situation, leave the matter to some hospital folks. I bet she is inside her air conditioned office worrying if she got more pay cut due to such incident rather than worrying how to get extra safety measures, medical program etc for the trainees.

Mr. Lee, what do you say on this? please give a thorough talk to your staffs who are not fit to the profesion at all.
What a shame for such chief!!!

Big mouths of Perak MPs on investment

I believed I read this not only in Chinese newspaper but also Malay and English newspaper that ever since BR took over the Perak state, there has been over 100 million of foreign investment rushing in to the states....

Come on, prove it with exact details and figures. Not just with quotations and a "shock-shock" answers during Q&A to please the listeners. We are not dumb! Please do not bullshit and I bet these are the bullshits only happen in Perak state. I will definitely apologize if this is real, but at this moment, I am most skeptical but only believed that this is still a baseless quatation.

Do your job right but not need to showcase in a hurry! Stop the bullshitting but get to works. You do not even has all council and state full in control yet but wanted to show as hero??? I find this is so stupid for some MPs making such "great quotation"

Nonsense is my only reply!

Whenever I am on cars either as driver or passenger, I will always tune to 988. I had been practising this since this radio launched... may be in 1997 or so...

But lately, i felt quite disappointed as it become more like a talk and talk with DJ only with jokes, silly jokes, nonsense games plays etc. which ruined my likes like before. Even worst is that and I hatred the most is the SMS request, where the DJ will simply get some questions and asked for some SMS replies (at a charge) as either yes or no, why or reasons this and that. This is so nonsense but there are even more nonsense always having tens of SMS replies to the stations...This is so ridiculous!

988, you are too overly commercial now and I bet you are making every SMS as your extra earning or either as the DJ bonus. That may be the reasons I can hear this over and over again. every minutes of it if not to be too exaggerated! Please stop it but provide with more music, songs, news that are more meaningful.

You are losing my support now. And it is quite insulting for me hearing your station again!

I believed every salary earners always will make complaints; either their work, their boss, their career leader, gossips etc. And two of the favourite questions some engineers always asked me are "Why I choose to leave Intel?" and "Isn't it Intel pays is always better and with better annual increment?" And most commonly, some even will envy being unable to join this largest chip company in the world.

I provide no answers to these questions. But I always comment that there is no work or work place that no one will not complain off. The grass are always greener else where. I always go on commenting that it is only a brand name effect. Just like girls always enjoy having envy eyes staring on their latest several thousand ringgit LV bags. But little do those envy eyes realize that for the girls to have that LV bags, there are how many struggling days were there with eating magge every days before the save up is enough. Unless the girls have a wealthy BF!

I find there is nothing marvelous about that company even though I had been with it for slightly over seven years. I eyes withnessed at least two times of VSP (voluntary separation program : a term used in Intel) with some friends leaving for no reasons or some reasons. I once joined a HK garment producing firm (which also used to be one of the largest congromolate in the world) for a short period of time but felt the warmest heart touching statements and practises. The company that has never VSP anyone even when there are hard times and the company treasured all its employees by securing their living needs.

Intel, like most semiconductor company will not be mercy to chop its employees whenever there is profit drop (although it is still earning over US$1 billion every quarter) and re-hire again when there is ramping time ahead. It never ashame on doing such practises but yet there are tonnes of people applying and feeling great being Intelliers!

I did not get the VSP as the VSP only announced a few months after I left and this made me lost at least 1 - 2 year pay of "compensation bonus". I am really envy over some of my friends having these bonus of over RM100k or more. I missed this type of fate all the while. First being Western Digital in 1999 announced VSP after three months I submitted my resignation and Intel in 2005.

But I have no regret at all. No doubt Intel did offer some ground works to my career life but I bet you will only see the real world after you come out from it. Only then, you will realize that you are indeed in a world of "simple work" when you are an intellier. Reason being, it is always easy to "nego" with your suppliers etc as being the largest company. People are rushing to offer hands to get business for. You will not learn how to really manage a crisis as there is always a backup already available within the company...

I still remember that I once heard a comment that Intellier is only great with presentations but not really in actual task. It looks good and performs good on paper. Well, may be! Conceptually one who believed and practised every Intel principles and cultures will not survive long enough elsewhere unless one change to adapt. But outsiders to intel will surely survive as the task will get simple after all as there are always at least three guys or more doing the same type of works and just need to be sell great on paper and speak aloud.

When one still inside this company, one will not understand what I had commented here. Only those that left will echo my thoughts. You will not know it when you are seeing it from outside. Once you are inside, you will realize that it is nothing special but again the same type of complaints you will make like before...

This is only the brand name effect...

Journey to General Hospital Again...

I have not been going to the General Hospital at least for more than 12 years, either as visitor or patient (no, i never a patient to any hospital, touch wood!) But whenever I need to be there, that is always something that is unavoidable where I will need to adapt to it. 12 years ago, when I was still in my final year of univercity studies, my girl friend of that time suffered a stroke and was therefore admitted to the General Hospital for monitoring after she re-gained her consciousness after a day later in a town called Grik.
I remembered I used to call her at every evening through her landlord's phone at the sundry shop. (no cell phone yet like today..) and I was then informed that she was admitted to the hospital after they found her inside her room motionless... she was then diagnosed with Mitral Valve failure which required immediate replacement through operation.
12 years later now, she again being diagnosed with possiblity of Mitral Valve failure and was admitted to the GH for monitoring before condition gets worsen. I must be felt lucky that we discovered it earlier now before the disaster stroke her again although she had been complaining illness for two weeks. And I felt so guilty as I did not take her complaints seriously although I am always aware she is in these illness.
The cycle repeats as compare to 12 years ago... I was staying in KL and had a daily travel to IJN before the nights... I am now staying in Ipoh and travel daily to GH before the nights. Only different is she get elder now and weaker.

It is always not an easy journey to hospital...

This week has been really a busy week for me... where I need to split myself to office life tasks, doing household chores, taking cares of the kids etc. It is not an easy week after all.
I had been complaining that I will need to find some tasks that do not require brain power... and so I thought that household chores like floor sweeping, clothes washing (with washing machine) etc will be simple tasks that no one should make noise with. Well, after I went through a week with unavoidable exercising of these tasks, I am announcing that I am quitting!
I salute to all the house wives who do this daily non stop without any "noise" (at least my mum do not complain at all)

Is it bird of Paradise?


I have been since young love this type of flower.. or is it called "bird of paradise"?
I like it simply because it is like a bird and i like the legend of the bird of paradise. It symbolized for high ambition and always try to reach for the sky althought it may not be reached. But at least, there is trial.

Today is the "official day" for "Cheng Meng". Cheng Meng is day where most Chinese will pay a respect to the ancestor by visiting to the cementery with some "offering". Most commonly the offering comes in shape of paper-made "gadgets" which could be in the form of "money, handphone, car, video... etc" which Chinese believed that after burning off these offering, the ancestors will be able to utilize such gadgets as needed at another "world". I always reject the idea of such gadget offering as I find this is a kind of tradition which Chinese needs to abandon with. At maximum, I will only agree that to burn those traditional papers. And that's all.

This year, I brought two of my sons together and my elder son poped up with a statement which I find difficult to answer with. He asked that why our ancestor's cementery is so common appearance look as compare to the two close neighbours of "well built cementery"I find it difficult to answer simply because I find that even youngster like him (in the age of 10) is already embedded with the idea of cosmetic appearance appraisal... I find myself failed in providing my kids the basic understanding of basic.

Is this an indication of materialistic world of present society?
Is this a sight of judging the book by its cover?

We had our 12th General Election on 3/8/2008 and now today is 4/4/2008 which is almost 1 month after the results of GE annouced with formation of new cabinet and new ruling state government from opposition party.

I am indeed a bit disappointed with the so called "Changes" as what shown by the "opposition" who take charge of the state government. I still yet seeing any primary policy or direction to development of the states except...
1) keep digging and exposed of the previous government possible scam or corruption
2) free this and that
3) within party or inter party non calibrated version of comments
4) fight of position as state exco or others

If this is what "opposition government" ambition to gain further popularity among the voters, Well I will be hate to say that, I would not have voted you for these type of "changes" Please show what you really intend to do with annoucing a master grand view rather than offering some pieces and pieces of "short sighted happy news"

The government is not formed with the primary intention to unveil previous government wrong doing. All had past and yet I believed that ok there could be some mis-use of power or even corruption. So what you wanna to do with those people or cases? Are you intend to get back the big sum of money or what? Forget it and please do not waste your energy in forming this and that investigation team. Focus your energy and target on how to build us a better state or country.

Tell me what you really have!