In loving memory of my beloved wife

A friend of mine asked me if I have a lunch mate during the lunch break. I was puzzled but did not have a good answer for this simple question.

"Do I need a lunch mate?"

"Do I have a lunch mate?"

I have almost forgotten that ever since I moved to this town, I do not have a lunch mate. I will either go lunch by my own or do not eat. This was, however totally different as compare to my two previous posting. I have a bundled of friends (I do not consider they are colleques at all but friends) who would be planning or calling me out for a short break for chit chat during the lunch hours. I might not even have to bother if I would need to drive or where to go for eat.

Sometimes, I felt tired in some sense during the work hours as sometimes I am feeling alone in work and break. I do not know for how much longer I can go on in this style but I believed this could be the grown up pains that I must learn to adapt.

Perhaps I will need to advertise for another opening offer (besides the jobs I am offering) that I will need to "hire" a lunch mate as companion during work. It will be some one that can help me in some advices, offering some carings when I felt blue and miserable at works, share some jokes to me etc. etc.