In loving memory of my beloved wife

The little one had requested to a toy to be purchased on his way back when we left the center. I replied that it was late and we would get it tomorrow. He silent but tears started to flow down and I insist on not buying and have them back to home. I had them resting at home while I went to the suspected H1N1 mall to shop for the porridge recipe. It was fortunate that I have a caring friend to attend to the kid at this moment.

On driving to the mall, I remembered the requests you had made in the morning before your departure. You had requested of two items, 1) soya bean curb 2) 100plus. I had the second complied not the first item as I was thinking to have that for you when you discharged from the ICU and it would be really critical for me to be around without driving elsewhere. I still felt terribly sorry for missing out this last request. And so I turned the car to the toy shop for the item the little one had been requesting. It costed RM79.90 for three transformers minicon. I just do not wish for another regret.

At return, the little one had fallen to sleep and his body was still with high temperature. His lips were flaming red and it was really pity for a kid to be in this stage. I placed the toys beside him while getting the medicine. I awaked him and telling him I had the toys for him and he would need to promise to take medicine for the recovery. He nodded and took the medicine. He grabbed the toys and hugged as his bolster. I believed I made a good decision and I hope you would agree so.

When we finished the porridge, the little had regained tips of his strength and started playing his new toys. I reminded him to get some rest and I promised him to be by his side all the while. And so he slept at our room with the toys beside. His temperature still at above 100F and all I could do was to cool his body with some damped clothes repeatedly. It was not a sleep for me till around 4am and I was awaken when the phone alarm sounded at 5.30am reminding for the next medication. The little always is a smart boy and he immediately swallowed the medication and returned to his sleep. I caught some rest till 8am.

SooKing, please bless the kids!