I woke early in the morning making sure I had packed in a bag would be sufficient for three of us. Both kids were readily awaked when hearing I was dragging the bag down towards the car. Immediately they rushed for brushing their teeth and got themselves prepared with clothes. I looked at them and they were eager to start the journey just like whenever we would to be on any journey with you. I took your handbag together and called out that we were going for a trip, please followed us together. This handbag would remind me of your presence as you would have your handbag whenever we went out. And so we started the journey to KL and it would be the first trip without you...
After reaching, we stopped at Lowyat and Sungai wang as first stop as both of the kids wanted to find some toys while I wanted to have some gadget shopping. We always stopped here as first stop as you would look for some clothing for kids. The last event here was sometimes in June '08 where I need to came lowyat to collect a repaired phone and the kids were with us where they have the chance to see the 'ultraman roundshow". I still thoughts of the moment together and I forced myself to divert my memory. At 4pm, we would need to locate a hotel and I suggested Petaling Street for some easy night walking for sight seeing. Weiyang commented that he would like to be at the hotel near to Ikano. I refused but eventually drove to the hotel still but only to find out that it was fully booked. The memories again reflashing to my mind as we would always need to locate hotel as I practised no booking on trip to KL. Finally, we settled at a budget hotel which we used to stay before. The kids were never like the idea of budget hotel. We went to Sunway Pyramid and the new wing had been fully in operation. Our last visit here was still observing this wing in construction. It was a heart pain when I thought of that you did not have the chance to see this.. We had our dinner at the "chicken buffet" and at this spot, I found myself handicapped without you around. First, I did not have tissues with me and the kids were always messing themselves with ketchup etc on fingers. Next, the little one claimed he wanted to PM while we just sat down with first round of fried wings. I could not attend to his request while leaving the elder all alone here. So I tried to divert his attention with letting him to "play" with the potato wedges by showing him that he could "cook" them as be the chef. We hurried the dinner and settled his request then after. But I found myself really handicapped. I bought a book back to the hotel to read as I would know that it would not be an easy night for me. Truly it was! After the kids were aslept, I found myself all alone inside the room. I tried to focus with reading the book and I did but it had made me worse as my mind became so conscious that I did not find myself sleepy. I knew I must sleep as I would need the energy to drive home later. As soon as I closed the book, I found myself sleepy and I could fall asleep. Only that I awakened twice 2 hours later and I did not get myself a good sleep. My mind ran wild while I kept controlling it for not indulge in self pity. I succeeded, but this had make me so weak and difficulty to sleep soundly . I fully awaked at 6am..
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