I should be alright today as I had been affirmed up my mind with the new goal and emotionally prepared to re-spin my life. However, after a trial of eating outside alone at the vege restaurant and at the parking lot at front of the office, suddenly the sadness choked me and I was sobbing. It was emotionally driven by a song played from the radio which sang, "..let go.." It took me a while to regain to calmness before I could step in to the office. I did not know why I was crying...
At night, while folding the clothes, the elder one said something that triggered my uncontrolled temper and I was virtually on flame.. I was most sorry that I had punished him when found out that he had not been eating the cookies that brought to school and did not response to my questions. Later at the night, I apologized to him and promised not to have lost control of my emotion and we both in tears...
Dear, now I knew you have the special gift of patience.. you would be not only patience to your kids but also to others. I will need to learn and cultivate this E-Q and transform it to be my character. This will be the emotional goal setting for myself.
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That is what I wanted to tell you actually. I knew you will stress out people around you with that temperamental character. Although most of your close friends can accept that, but your kids who will be with you for long term may be stressed out. So, please exercise control and take time off every nite to do some simple breathing, visualization and meditation. It will help you calm down your hyper manhood character :)
October 23, 2008 at 2:12 AMPost a Comment