Day 38 After the event

After sending both kids to the weekly drawing class, I started to pack your shoes for donation. There were sport shoes, high heels, sandals etc. All together, there were at least 4 pairs of sports shoes, 5 pairs of high heels, 3 pairs of sandals etc. Of all, the sports shoes would really catch my attentions as there were so much of memories with them as you would always put them on whenever we went out with the kids. Immediately, there were sores at my eyes and tears forced down unintentionally! I sobbed and ran to the kitchen to have my face washed. When I regained my emotion, I segregated all of yours shoes but I still wanted to keep 2 pairs of the Nike as they would remind me of you. I will feel hurt to have all gone... even for donation! Of all, there was a pair of Nike which I knew it would be always your favourite as it was the first pair of Nike that I bought for you and Weiyang on arrival to US in 2004. It was your first gift on the foreign land and you still have it kept in good shape while you were still wearing it weekly before you left us. I still reluctantly to let go the shoes..

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