In loving memory of my beloved wife

Last night was the night of your "spiritual return" to home. It was calculated that you would be back home as early as 7pm, (the night not even in dark yet) and it was a sign that you miss home greatly and wanted to visit home as early as it will be possible.

There were dogs howling at after 6.30pm after I burnt the essent stick and lit the candle at front of the house (unfortunately the candle tripped itself and only lit for a while) The family were inside the room as per tradition but I was eager to go downstair to "see" you. But I did not go down as this is against the tradition and may "scare" you away.

At 8.30pm plus, I was on bed, there was a little morph came to my bed and flied for a while and when I tried to touch it, it vanished. Vanished! I could not find a trail of mark if I were "hit" the morph on the bed, but it was no where to be located inside the room. This was so real and I believed it was you. My logical thinking analyzed that it could not be living creature that can vanish by itself at front of my eyes without any meaning. From the bed to the escaping opening windows was at least 10 - 15 feets away, it could not be easily fly off without addition of my spotting. But I could find it nowhere. Either on the bed, at the walls or anyway inside the room. I believed you have come back to see me. I truly believed so.

At sleep, I dream of something really funny as there were rabbits talking to me although I could not remember what are the topics. The rabbits were as talk and as big as human. I had not had dream for these few nights but what was the meaning of this dream? I do not know... but what bother me is how are you now, Soo King? Are you in good shape? Are you still in pain? Are you angry with me for not taking great care to you? I do not have answeres for all these yet.. but ultimately I do miss you like before!