In loving memory of my beloved wife

It is the second Saturday. I could not sleep late as always I would be awaked at around 8am plus. Both kids are still asleep yet. They are by myside. It is so lonely inside this house. Every corners are filled with memories and items which remind me of you. I do not want to pack all these items as they will remind me of my lovely wife. I find myself with better control emotions now but I still want to have the feel of you around this house. I keep telling myself that you have just gone for a long term course at somewhere so remoted that I cannot contact you yet. You are around somewhere! I would meet you when I had completed the assignment and responsibility you wanted me to accomplish.

Today I washed WeiYang's school shoes for the first time and I remembered you always washing them while you were taking bath. How I know this? It was the white shoes shine residues that left on the tiles of the wash room. I would wash them off every weekend. But I cannot see such residues now! Dear, I cannot control my tears again now!! They just drip from my eyes again.

I also checked the last gmail chat between us... and it was dated back in April 2006 when I was preparing to fly home from US after 5 weeks business trip. I remembered I reached Penang on Sunday. You had picked me up at Penang Airport and we went to the Penang home before I took a bus to Ipoh on next Monday. I could still remember you sent me to the bus terminal at Sg Nibong where I needed to find toilet while you guard the luggages.. and it was really just like yesterday.

Soo King, when will i see you again! When I arrived then, will you pick me up as before...Gosh, I cannot write on further as the tears again flooded my eyes. I miss you..