Every night before I go to sleep, I placed your frame of photo beside me; in hope if I awaken at midnight I can see your photo which I will mistaken as you are back with me. I even wanted to try having your clothes beside but I do not want to scare Wei Yang on doing so. Wei Yang claimed "seeing" you studying at front the glass table in your favourite red T-shirt. He said you "vanished" on seeing him.. Soo King, why you still have not come to my dream yet and I have so much to express to you.
Today is the eve of mid autumn festival which supposedly meant for family reunion. How do I face this loneliness without having you around? Last year, we had the moon watching session at the car porch, enjoying the chinese teas, lit on candles on floor and lantern...What do I do for all this coming mid autumn festival without you!
I tried to locate our love letters which you had been keeping for 18 years, but I could locate nothing. I also realized that there are numerous items I cannot locate including the honenymoon photo. I did not know how to find all these now but most importantly my life would be messed without you!
Everyone keeps telling me life goes on and I do know about this. I am trying but nobody knows how painful it will be to forget or temporarily forget about you who had been with me for 18 years. Half of my life! How do I forget you who had accompanied me for half of my life! I'd lost interests in all of the activities I used to enjoy before. Soo King, will you come to my dream tonight?
1 comments:
What a beautiful tribute to your sweet wife. Please know that your wife is not gone. She lives on in all the wonderful memories that you have made and through your beautiful children. I believe that you will see her again someday. Take care!
September 13, 2008 at 9:55 AMPost a Comment